Tan Hwee Leng today had a sad day. Sad sad day in the noon....(点点点)
It ended, just like that, short& sweet.
*unahppy* but it's fine because its my own decision.
Blame on myself. OhHNO anyway, the past does not equal to the future, my future depends on what i do in the present~
so what, i've ady gotten over it.
simple.

I today cooked something, guess what, its borbor chacha! A full big pot of it& it taste veh nice! Heh-heh, not actually is i cooked ones, i only STIRRRRRR. Also, i brought it over for some friends to try& they say nice! ^^ Veh happy because is i stir ones. Stiring also need skills ok!


i don't want post ady, i want comb my hair, so tangled. Whathehell, i tot cut ady will not tangled!
^^

Today i was veh tired& i don't want to go to the outing that wenwei they organised. They've scary brains man, yest overnight at isaac house today still can go out whole day that kind, though i don't know if the outing is still on in the end or not. Not to mention, Wenwei's morning msg woke me up& its only 10am++!! I yest slept at 3am++ which is so late& since i so late slp, my 青春 fly ady. Then i just woke& eat my breakfast, followed by comp& tv etc.etc. usual life at home.

There's a good friend of mine going oversea soon, i don't want to mention the name in case she don't want anyone to know. That freako. LOL! AH! she's just onlined too. You know who you are! I will miss you but i won't think of you!! I know that you've ady get used of how a person am i. You're my sexy girl which can gone crazy anytime. ^^

Also, today i webcam-ed with my cousin living in msia. They want to show me how my future 小舅's wife looks like. Not bad though. A tanned Vietnamese& she's currently staying at my grandmother house i thinked. AHA! my grandmother 最 CUTE ones! Mainly because she'd a head of short maggie hair~


&&& I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHY I AM BANNED FROM MY OWN TAGBOARD! SO THAT MEANS I CANOT TAG MY OWN TAGBOARD BUT OTHERS CAN.

How shit can this be?! I didnt do anything to it. LOL. Crazy leh, Holy shyt. $&*()


pammy: yes! i love to sing. Sing out ady will felt better, esp. if feeling unhappy go sing ady damn f. shuang. LOL!
shouxian: YO SHAO KIM YO! LOL! ISN'T MY BLOGSKIN AS COLOURFUL AS YOU?! WTH! LOL! =D
Kenny: Yours worse, 一片草原...........LOL! Its greeen, I know you like green, your shoe also GREEN.


Zihao says my MSN Personal Msg veh EMO!? Where got. I just never smiley all that only! ^^



But, seriously i still misses you. Maybe we've been tgt for so long, so it takes a longer time for me to stop thinking. Maybe as Poly's life started, i should have forgotten it........
Sorry, sorry for this. I not a thoughtful girl& i don't met any critirial a GF should imposed.
Find one whom you really appreaciate being with. Again....sorry.
=C


Nevertheless, I am not happy either....


...............

The past relationships I've been in has really opened up my eyes to be a better partner in future( wait till next time got r/s that time lor!).
Sometimes I can feel my anger and pissyness surging, its difficult for me to go forward& apologise, and smile all over again.
I need to stop brooding over stupid things, and this always happens.
After 2 years++, I feel that crazy inseparable feeling and it kills me( But its fine now, though).
Sometimes, I have the tendency to say rude and inconsiderate words. Bad girl.
This, I must really learn. ^^

People has always struck me as quite a hot-tempered person.
I am such a pricks sometimes, so i can't ask for anything more.
But in general, i'm pretty sure I'll be less tolerant if it was myself I'm dealing with. SERIOUSLY! C=



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I'd a fine day today, quite a fun one although at some points of time in the day, i felt abit empty. Strange. Just now i went to isaac house, tgt with the usual peeps exc. kenny. Mak that holy shit lied that he's not going at the first place! LOL, sorry, i didnt have the song in my phone when i thought i did have it in there! Alright, there's a period when all of us damn noisy man! Some of us even need to shout in order to hear each other conversation. CRAZY! ^^ Kao, cause of some of the guys luh! crowd around Shao Kim and his lappy for dota thing. I had a hard time talking to Jenny and Tchea hong they.

HAHA! Wenwei, jenny, pammy got shocked by the ghost thing, that one i did post earlier that webby. Tchea hong lead the maze then in the end he never look at it. Lol! lucky i never saw it man! & we also talk about things this and that etc.etc. A fun chat man!

Of course, me, wenwei, weeboon, tchea hong played mahjong! i did win ok! ^^ But after some rounds i felt fatigue of it ady so dunwan play& we start to talk. LOL! So funny. Almost all is craps. I went home around 11pm++& here i am using comp to post. There's guys still hanging at isaac house, they seems to be staying overnight.


I like this kind of gathering! its so fun with all of them! Hopefully we'll still hangout at isaac house even though we went into seperate polys' etc.etc. Jenny says before poly starts lets meet again! =D


not to forget, thanks jenny& whoever whom helped me wash-up my pet in Facebook Pet Society. LOL! Whats with the flies above my pet's head!! Don't tell me because my pet was named "DABIAN" means its smelly! It can also be nice-smelling in another perspective point of view! COME ON! =D

Finally i get to upload a song to my blog. ^^
happy. happy. HAPPY!

This song is very very nice. Jenny, i got let you listen before? This nice. ^^
Pammy, this song nice ok!
The lyrics down there.

I feel like going to Kbox again to sing out LOUD loud, anyhow sing! =D


在黑暗
曾经伸手碰到你温柔的脸

我以为
那是给我忘记痛苦的滋味

你说我很美
像花瓣在飞
拨动到你内心的潮水

从没有
听过你说爱我
我感到狼狈

无所谓
只怕你会突然
消失在天黑

期待你
能送我美丽的玫瑰
安抚我心灵里的憔悴

我们是恋爱的人
我们是相爱的人
你却是相爱双爱伤到我的灵魂

原来你的世界
已经有了爱的人
为什么还要我的加温

你牵着她的灵魂
你抱着我的泪痕
我以为我是你
唯一最爱的情人

有了她
我们只能到此不再相闻
各自寻找所谓的人生

I didn't sleep well or have enough sleep these few days& i don't know why. Kao, i can sleep as late as 2am and wake up as f. early as 8am for no reason, at all. Anw, i am bored at home but i still reject my friends when they asked me to go out. Particularly is because i don't play Pool at all, LOL no interest in that game! I don't know why so many of you loves that!! ^^


School is starting real soon& time is passing so fast. Those JC people had ady start school f. long time ago& it seems that they are enjoying their JC life, but they're kind of stress too. Btw, me& haiqing was conferencing at wenwei's phone 2 days ago&& it was FUN! ^^ As usual, haiqing always have a never-ending craps to crap about every single time& wenwei kept doing his project. WOW, he did a project for 9 hours that day. No need rest one ah?!


now is only 11.30am. Should i fetch my silly sister or not? No ryte? =D

I'd catched Shoppaholic today& its a funny show. Esp. the part where the lady was dancing with a fan. After movie, d. bought for me two 7-11 crispy hotdog puff for late dinner& its having a buy 1 get 1 free offer. Its f. nice man i tell u! hei, every time eat rice also sian though i like it so much.


& j. the battery gave me this link "http://www.mytwinhauntsme.com/". Do check it out. Its so cute. ^^ So cute until j. says she almost died there. I couldn't stop laughing when she said that because i tot she veh brave ones. Huo gai my batt. ^^ HAHAHA!

yest i had a tiring day out but honestly, its quite boring. However, its quite funny somehow. I love the home-made Pandan cakes& i ate 2 slices of it because its freaking nice. If you don't believe you can go& ask ShouXian that nun whose knee touches my butt accidentely.
=D

i've cut my hair short at Yew Tee with my mum& its only 7$. However, its not nice due to the fact that i nv layered it& my hair is not straight. So now, i've to wait for it to grow longer but i want it to grow veh veh slowly! haha! At first the person thought i want to cut BOB hair& i say no. Thats yong hairstyle! haha! Anw, my hair now is what i want it to be, mid-long hair. Jiji say i always cut my hair because he rarely cut his hair what! crap. You're a NUN.


alright, i want to go teckwhye NOW, so duwan post ady. bye to all my sexy friends. ^^